Thank you, love. I deeply appreciate it. <3
I’ve often contemplated ending life; its purposeless nature and daily grind compacts the very marrow in my bones leaving them heavy, reluctant and slow. But then I realise I am too proud, too wrapped up in my sense of self-worth. That while I may lose my existence I may not lose my soul and such a quick escape would haunt me.
Instead I look to the daily, the monthly, the year victories against death. That I have snubbed it a while longer, lived a month more and managed to achieve something in that swift passing of time.